However, I found Purely Nutrient Ethiopian Black Seed Oil through a researcher's footnote in a paper I was reading at 11pm on a Tuesday.
I wasn't expecting much.
I ordered it the same way…
I'd ordered everything else over the past 3 years:
With low expectations…
And the quiet hope that this time would be different.
I took 2 softgels everyday after brushing my teeth at night.
And I waited.
Week 1, I noticed less bloating by evening.
I didn't let myself get excited.
I'd had false week ones before.
Week 2, the bloating that used to peak by dinnertime just didn't peak.
I pressed on my stomach at 7pm expecting the familiar hardness.
It wasn't there.
Soft.
Flat in a way it hadn't been by evening in years.
Week 3, I slept through the night for the first time in years.
4 nights in a row!!
No 2am wake-up.
No lying there with my heart going and my mind already running.
Week 4, the brain fog started lifting.
Not all at once. In small moments.
I remembered a name I would have lost a month ago.
I sat down to read something and actually retained it.
Week 5, I made my husband look at my stomach.
I lifted my shirt at the end of the day.
He looked. Looked again.
"When did that happen?"
Standing there at 7pm with a flat stomach…
After three years of looking distended every day.
And honestly….. I cried.
Dramatic, I know.
But it's one thing to feel better.
It's another thing to see your body returning to you.
Week 7, I went back to my doctor for a follow-up.
Liver enzymes normalized.
Inflammatory markers at baseline.
She looked at the results. Then at me.
"You look different."
I told her what I'd been doing.
She asked me to write down the name.
I wrote it on the back of the appointment card.
Purely Nutrient Ethiopian Black Seed Oil.
She put it in her pocket.
"I have other patients asking about this category. I'll look into it."